Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Friday, November 18, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Photos, I thought I lost
But you held onto
Just some photos, that measured my life
I would never had remembered
But now I can't forget
For these photos came home
for the first time in years
the photos made there way back home
with me, alone
But alone doesn't feel so lonely anymore.
After I got off the subway, I called Doug. Doug was on my mind. So, I called Doug.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Other then that, we have been having some incredible meetings that a week ago, I never imagined I would be having. Its funny, because the moment somebody takes wind of the fact your having a meeting with "so-and-so" they want to have a meeting with you. We are so over welmed by peoples responses, and just need to weed through those who really care, and those who want to jump on a bandwagon. It's wonderful having the meetings with Tara, and not being by myself. I get nervous. It was all happening so fast, and it's still moving. She speaks very well when she is nervous, and those who know me, know that I say "fuck" a lot, or seem drunk or drugged out when I am nervous because I rambel a lot, so for the most part, I let her talk. LoL.
Tonight I am going to the opening of 'Sodom,' and then tomorrow night I am seeing 'Jersey Boys.' I can't wait. Then, Thursday, I am back to being a bartender full time. Ya know, I am NOT upset about it anymore. There is such great movement happening, and where once I was embarrassed, I am sort of refreshed. I know that money wont be streaming in anytime soon, even with things taking place (it's the reality of this business), but the knowing that by next September, I should be able to concentrate fully on a "hopeful" staged production of 'Piece' (I am not saying it WILL happen, just saying the hopes), it excites me, and so bartending and making my rent, it doesn't upset me. It only inspires me further. It's about time I found myself smiling for all the right reasons, right ?
That is all for now. Glad to hear from all of you that your doing well. I love when you catch me up on your lives. I save ALL of your emails and always wonder how some of you are doing, so thank you. I hope this finds you all happy and healthy. xo -SA
Saturday, November 05, 2005
I am writing this post on my new gift, my iBook G4, and love knowing that within this year, everything I have worked for in my life (yes, I am young, but I have worked hard, and anyone saying different would be denying me that), could actual see a reality. Then again, as quickly as words are spoken, they are often taken away. The chance that the excitment may never see the sun, is always possible.
On that note, I can't believe I just did a NY workshop, and we got three standing ovations, and more importantly, I looked over at my cousin Ricky (Ian Gordon) yesterday, and he looked so proud. I am his biggest fan, and so that meant a lot to me, seeing him smile at my work.
It has just been a ride thus far. Of course, though, I will be bartending this evening, so nothing has really changed yet ...lol ...but I feel good going into work today. I feel confident in my life. Word will be quiet for some time, but the energy is as loud as possible.
I hope this finds you all well. With Love, SA
Friday, November 04, 2005
After deleting several posts by accident on my blog and spending 30 minutes trying to get them back, I have decided to move on ...lol ...Reality is, that in a few weeks, all the old posts will come down, as I gear up for a fresh start this coming '06, so it wasn't worth my efforts.
Piece has it's last reading tomorrow. I am sad to see this experience go, but I know that more is around the corner. It will be slow news for the next two months or so, but hopefully, soon enough, I will have something to share. Until then ...I hope this finds you all well ..xo -SA